All my life I struggled with a food dependency issues, recently it reached a kind of critical point where I 400 pounds. Ironically besides sleep apena and some slight trouble walking for long period of times health wise I have been pretty lucky. Still I decided to do something about it and am in the process of going for clearance for the gastric sleeve operation. Unfourtently I have to loose a small amount of weight but am having trouble doing it. I am petrified about my health, I hate the way I look but I still can't seem to stop pigging out. I can last a day or two with healthier eating and I keep telling myself tommrow will be the day I change but I never do. At this juncture I am literally killing myself with food but I don't seem strong enough to make the changes necessary.