Just want to stay in bed all the time, and nothing really helps me to feel better.... Chronic feeling of suicide are all over and not sure what to think or feel anymore. ighting them, but really dont care about them either. Just want to hide and hope the pain will go away. I know Im feeling like I have no one to trust and talk with anymore. Cant even begin to explain the pain inside, dont know where to start. Feeling like I need to push people away because I dont want to be hurt again...... I just dont know anymore....:sad:
