i've had problems and posted a few times here but i am getting to the point of going through with my plan. i have a <edit mod total eclipse method >i'm just so tired of getting help from so many people and so tired of being alone. people say that the person who commits suicide is a "coward" or taking the easy way out but i think it takes a lot of courage to finally see what happens after you die. i am not quit to the point where i feel numb but i can feel myself getting there and that is usually when i OD on my meds. I havent <edit mod method>before but my plan is to do just that the next time i OD.