I don't think I am quite there yet with destroying my method. I wish I was over the hump, but still considering it as I don't want to live a life in never ending mental pain and bad side effects. I keep trying and coming up a little short, I haven't given up yet but there are days when it still gives me comfort having a backup plan on hand, I dunno I guess it is like a security blanket. It is good to chat with you again, I appreciate your replies.
I look forward to the day when I can let it go, with no reservations, but just being totally honest with you as I respect you too much to b.s. you.
I look forward to the day when I can let it go, with no reservations, but just being totally honest with you as I respect you too much to b.s. you.
"I look forward to the day when..." instead of phrasing it as:
"I hope that one day I can let it go."
Sounds much more positive as if you believe it can and may happen.