Drugs. Every 15 minutes. It's driving me nuts. I've never even DONE drugs (aside from the mostly-failed DXM experiment) Yet constantly I have this craving for something I've never even had. It makes no sense. It's driving me fucking insane. The good thing is I have no idea where to get drugs. It's not like there's people standing around on the street corners where I live... I have no idea why I am obsessing over this so much. It sucks. I ought to get it out of my mind... I know it's just a money drain... but still.... Even when I'm drunk all I can think is "I want to get high!"