cant stop

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Annell, Mar 8, 2007.

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  1. Annell

    Annell Member

    I want to cut like i was cutting before. i had control. how far how deep. now i dont have that anymore. i have all this fefelings and so nuch confusion inside ... i cut over and over and deeper each time. how do i get to where i was before? i need relief. i need this pain to go away even if just for a moment. HOW?
     
  2. Lost Disciple

    Lost Disciple Well-Known Member

    Give up cutting, go to counseling, get better, etc.

    The only real solution is to give it up forever. You can't cut under control for long; you can't walk in the middle of the road, no matter how much you want to or think you can.
     
  3. Annell

    Annell Member

    I cant give it up. Its all i have. is the only thing that helps me to hold on. if i have to stop, i will do it one more time and die.
     
  4. Lost Disciple

    Lost Disciple Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry. I just don't think that there's any other way to get back to where you were before unless you completely kick the habbit and then start to get back into it--I don't think there's any way to regain control. I'm sorry.
     
  5. Annell

    Annell Member

    I undderstand. thanks for your words.
     
  6. Lost Disciple

    Lost Disciple Well-Known Member

    ...I understand how you feel

    :hug:
     
  7. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    You feel like it's all you have because you have depended on it too much. You can live without self harm, I know it's difficult, but it is possible. Have you tried therapy? Or, can you talk to any relatives/friends or a doctor/teacher about this?
     
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