I cant stop, it has been going on like this all day. I eat too much, got sick, threw up.. I eat too much, got sick, threw up.. This happened at least 6 times, lost count >.< Its just sick, why am I doing this? I'm obsessed with losing weight. I feel so ashamed, telling you this. Telling you how weak, how stupid I am. And I'm sorry to bother you with this. But my bother-buddy is on an holiday. No one understands it, I dont even understand it >.< I feel lost and alone, dont know what to do. Even thinking of going to the ED-grouptherapy. Because the bulimia and the binging is just fucking me up more. But still I dont wanna stop with this, I cant stop. Sorry, I will stop now, enough of my ranting. Just needed to let out, dont expect replies.