Can't stop

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Tired32, Dec 3, 2009.

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  1. Tired32

    Tired32 Active Member

    Have you ever had a day where you just can't stop cutting. There is so much pain that you just have to continue?
     
  2. corang

    corang Well-Known Member

    Ive had days like that before. If you wanna talk about it Im here.
     
  3. Disappear

    Disappear Well-Known Member

    Yes I have, they have been some of my darkest moment, almost obsessive, for the pain, the blood, for feeling so bad.
     
  4. Tired32

    Tired32 Active Member

    After three days I have finally managed to quit cutting. I have never cut this long but I know if I didn't I wouldn't still be around. For me right now it is the only way to manage my pain.
     
  5. Disappear

    Disappear Well-Known Member

    yes, sometimes SH is the life saver...weird
     
  6. Tired32

    Tired32 Active Member

    Yeah for me it is really only a delay.
     
  7. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    ive had days like tht before too, ur not alone :hug:
     
  8. Tired32

    Tired32 Active Member

    Comking down again and jsut can not seem to stop cutting. I don't know how I have hidden it this long but I am glad I have as this is the only thing keeping me alive right now.
     
  9. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    have you got a therapist?
     
  10. Tired32

    Tired32 Active Member

    No. just moved to the Charlotte area. Don't have anybody.
     
  11. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    How you doing now?
     
  12. Tired32

    Tired32 Active Member

    Still not so good. I'm trying I just hurt SO bad. Tried to call my dad and he didn't want to talk. Too busy for my problems because we have different religious views. My wife just keeps talking about leaving on the 20th and I haven't slept in three days. When I do doze off my depression has aggrevated my PTSD so I have nightmares. I probly sound really screwed up. Sorry...I just...this is the only place Ican talk about this.
     
  13. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    Yes. I stopped cutting for a while, and I definitely have it much more under control now and only do it on REALLY hard days, but when I used to cut more I definitely had those days.
     
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