Restless nights, tear covered ground Painful dreams make my heart pound Desire for a love that could be mine one day Doubting voices steal my hopes away Voice of darkness whispers in my ear A strong desire to end it here So very alone, I'm going insane If I can't feel loves touch, shall rid myself this pain -A life as dark as mine, to see the worst of things. A constent worry and constant doubts. Always thinking the worst of the outcome. Seeing couples hold hands and kiss passionately. A desire I crave, a love I want back. My aching heart is broken in peices, waiting to be mended back together. I can't live like this. It's killing me inside. Was there any hope that they'd return? To fix my broken heart? My logic and heart (little bit) says yes, but my depressed thoughts suggest otherwise. I am loosing my mind, my thoughts are driving me insane. I honestly don't know what to do. I feel nearly suicidal at this point.