Things use to be all good until year 10 hit. That was the year EVERYTHING changed, different classes, different people. I'm in Year 11 now, worst 2 years of my life. Not a day passes without me getting punched down and taken to the floor by 5 guys at once, I feel as if I'm starting to snap. Its all fun and games to them, I dont do jack shit to protect myself, except sit there and wait for them to get off.. Loads of people have no idea of this shit happening in school, everyone sucks up to adults behind their backs.. Truth is kids are just cruel, supernaturally cruel, Im ssure some people know what Im talking about. Everyone says its time to "BE A MAN!"...BS Some days you just want to cry and fade away, but the hate'll never fade, hate seems to go on forever, its the only real thing left. They all like to see you fighting back the tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, going to cry.. Every single day, Every single fucking day. Im always waiting for the next attack. Girls are the same... "Loser, ******, weirdo, retard, spaz, shitface" you start to believe them. After a while you only think of 1 way outta this... Jonesboro, Redlake, Columbine.. :sad: Im 16, Ive never had a girlfriend, hardly have any friends, even when Im online nights go past without me typing anything to anyone, it really hurts. Ive got GCSE Exams in summer, Im scared as hell about them to. Im only a C/D student.