I am so very close to ending it all. I don't want to die but I don't have any other choice, I was fired from my job after I wrote a letter asking for time off to get my precancerous cells taken care of. I've been unemployed for the past 8 months and I've applied to over 300 places with no call backs. I am broke and I've applied for disability but I was denied. My bills are overdue and I am currently staying with my military boyfriend in the barracks but if they find out I am here I will be kicked out and I will end up on the streets. (He can only do so much because he doesn't make that much) I was involved in an accident where a man backed into my car and totaled it, I was 6 weeks pregnant and I had a miscarriage because of the accident. The guy took off before the police came. I have no health insurance, I have no money for food or clothes and I don't qualify for any assistance. I don't know where to turn and I am tired of people telling me "it will get better" because it has been 8 months with no luck at all. I've tried asking my family for help but they won't help me. I've begged to get my job back but they have replaced me, I don't know where to turn and if it doesn't get any better I am going to commit suicide no matter what anyone tells me.