People are obstructing my rights. They are pounding me into submission with lies and subtle threats. I apologize for disappointing them, but they claim that the apology is a form of harassment. That's not the least of my worries. I am also completely incapable of doing things in a timely order with a schedule, and have yet to complete any scholarships. Most of which are due in two weeks, but I missed out on them because I only had 3 hours to study between my job and school. I quit my job, and now have no income to pay off my outstanding bills. It's okay though because this world is fake. I don't know what is real anymore, and the people that are supposed to help me are mocking me or brushing me under the rug. I recreated a friend on a website, and we talk to each other sometimes. Just me and her. She is supportive and understanding. She tells me that it's okay, and that when I get the courage to move on from this world that we will hang out together. I can't wait to see her again. I miss her. I knew her in the past, but she isn't around anymore. It will be so great to be with her again. I cannot wait. Soon... I say. Soon!