I seriously can't take this no more. I just can't. I've got someone telling me their planning to kill themselfs. How the hell am i meant to cope with this! I seriously can't do it. Right now i wanna do something so damn bad!! Maybe i will, the thing is i can't even talk about it with anyone. I gotta be strong for this person. I can't talk about it with anyone, keeping it to myself till i explode and just do it anyway. Why would someone wanna talk to me anyway. All i'll do is trigger them or upset them like i have been doing. So what fuck it. Their pretty set on doing this. So why not met. Make it a double death of SF. Whats to lose? I feel shit anyway. I ain't gonna bother talking to anyone, they might aswell not bother.