can't take it

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by kayla19, Nov 22, 2008.

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  1. kayla19

    kayla19 Well-Known Member

    i haven't cut in a few months but there isn't a day that goes by where i don't think about it. it's one of the only ways i know how to be able to breathe again. i need so badly to feel real. all i can think about right now is cutting. but about a year ago when my fiance found out i had been cutting he made me promise him i wouldn't do it anymore. i promised, which was a lie because i have cut since that day. i'm running out of places to hide scars and excuses for fresh cuts and i'm starting to not care. i don't know what else to do and i don't think i can be stronger for too much longer...
     
  2. Rockster

    Rockster Guest

    You managed to hold it back last night Kayla, so maybe whatever it was that we said or whatever went through your mind, latch onto that and see if that helps in the long run :hug:
     
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