I am sick and tired of everything and just want someone, anyone to talk to. I have no friends and cannot get a job in my area as everyone wants to live here - a supposedly 'nice' area (not to me it isn't) and little available work except care work, which I don't want. I do volunteer part-time but don't enjoy it. Most people ignore me including the management who regard me as something on their shoe. It's a horrible place. I want to leave, just not turn up any more, but what would I do for a reference? in any case you need references for further volunteering elsewhere, ridiculous! I would give anything to move away but haven't got the funds. I don't feel I am a worthwhile person, I can't be if I'm treated like this. I was happy years ago. What is the point in carrying on.