ughhhh I can't take it anymore. So much pain....I'm so sick of living. I have no reason to stay, everytime I get close to someone it always just goes to shit. I'm sick of losing the people I love. Nobody cares so why should I? Why keep on living when you could die right now and it wouldn't matter to anyone? all I do is hurt people and make things worse, its better for everyone if I leave. Everyone always goes away in the end and now its my turn. I guess I'm just not meant to be happy, my life feels like a mistake. This is just how it has to be....