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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Why Am I Here, Jul 9, 2011.

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  1. Why Am I Here

    Why Am I Here Well-Known Member

    It's starting to hurt to think now. I half way attempted suicide last night. I played Roulette with pills. Either I died from the amount I took or I had a nice "trip". Obviously I lived which is a fucking shame to be honest. I hit an all time low last night was texting my friend from the forums and told her what I was doing. I freaked her out and I'm sorry for that (You know who you are). I'm starting to become a burden now I guess. Putting stress on other forum members who are suicidal........ She's my only friend and I'm loosing her from the shit I do. I can't even get out of bed anymore. I haven't showered in about 5 days or changed clothes either. I'm so fucking lonely. I don't know what to do. I'm going to go sleep for the rest of the day...
  2. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I'm sure you put a scare into your friend.. Have you PMd her and apologised?? Suicide is not the answer.. You need to get some professional help.. You might think about going to the ER and telling them you are actively suicidal.. They will hold you for 72 hours, Maybe a while longer depending how you are doing.. Be honest with them.. They can't help if you hold things back..Good luck to you!!
  3. Constantinos

    Constantinos Well-Known Member


    I want to help you so you can help yourself, and i think you have the willingless to do this however first i have a small but therapeutically speaking this is a very important task.

    I want you to do a shower and put new clothes, both of these will immensely help you - you will feel new, you will feel more relaxed, you will feel clean. Do you think you can do this?
  4. Why Am I Here

    Why Am I Here Well-Known Member

    Showered and put on fresh clothes. I still feel like shit. I wasn't posting looking for an answer. More of just getting it off my chest...
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