i only get punished if i sin. if im good then im allowed to eat and watch tv and sometimes go out and play football. he does love me. he always washes my cuts and stuff after and explains why and asks that i understand. it's not like real abuse is it? like he doesnt just beat me up for no reason or come in my room and do stuff. its for a reason cus ive sinned u know?
Everyone makes sins in their lifes, drinking is considered a sin so wtf!? You have done NOTHING wrong you do not need to be punished, you did nothing wrong, its your dad with the problem, Hes doing the things wrong. He needs serious help, people like him don't deserve kids.
My dad was violent towards my mother, when she was pregnant with me he got part of a vacum cleaner and continuously beat my mum around the stomach trying to kill ME, that hurts me even till this day, so god knows what your going thru, i understand a tiny bit of what your dads doing. My mum left my dad and i aint seen him in about 12-13 years, he doesn't deserve any part in my or my brothers life, he lost that right the moment he raised his hand to my mum, your dad does NOT deserve you.
That is NO way to treat a child regardless of how old they are, no one has the right to lay any finger on another person regardless of wether hes your dad or whatever, you seriously need to tell someone before it goes any further than it all ready has, he will continue to get worse unless YOU out a STOP to it NOW. Do think anyone who LOVEs their kids would beat them as punishment!? Thats not love, thats abuse, i would never on my life hurt anyones/my child, i would rather die than hurt a kid. A parent would give their life for they kid, you think your dad would do that for you? if you think yes hes got a really nasty way of showing it eh.
Your being abused and you SERIOUSLY need to stop it ASAP because one day he could seriously damage to the point where you can't do anything just rely on other people to keep you alive or even go to the very extreme of killing you while hes in a rage. He won't just suddenly stop overnight, this is not normal, other kids aren't punished like that and its not fair that you are, its his problem, think of yourself and sort it out by telling an adult or a police officer. Hun it NEEDS to stop