I have no idea whats happened. I was so happy today. I have been planning a trip home to visit a mate so today has been a good day. But........im planning my suicide. I dont know when im going to do it yet, all i know is i dont want to live anymore. Im realy confused as i was so happy earlier and iv switched so quickly. Iv gone from feeling happy and amazing to tired and depressed in like an hour with no apparent trigger. i am bipolar but dont you normally have a trigger? Im really confused right now Does anyone else ever get this?