But there can be improvements in days. I'm proof of that. I did post quite a bit here, found out a lot of problems aren't so huge when you've talked them out.
I think you're in the best place you can be now - a caring community, where we try to help each other, encourage each other.
Yes there have been days I've struggled, but there were some days where I said, "This is ok, I can make it alright today"
Lots of caring people ready to listen to you, lift you up. And you really are important to us. I might be having a real bitch of a day, and you give me the answer to solve the puzzle. We're all important.
I hope you will continue posting so we can help you, and if you want private conversations, you can have that too.