Can't

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bereft9, Feb 27, 2016.

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  1. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    Can't do anything to sustain my life.
    Everything is so difficult.
    The pain really must stop.
    I need to die, I really, really need to die.
    I know I need help, but I'm too tired to explain this mess.
     
  2. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support

    Big hugs @bereft9
    What's wrong?
    You do not need to die.
     
  3. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    Thank you. Things are a bit better now.
     
  4. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    ...And now they aren't. Fighting the urge to cut. Maybe I'll fall asleep instead.
     
  5. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    Keep fighting. Keep finding ways to distract yourself. Take the frustration out in other ways. Do you have any hobbies? Can you paint or draw or write? Music?

    What's going on that has you so desperate?

    Please take care of yourself. You deserve as much!
     
  6. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    What I ended up doing was getting a soft toothbrush and scrubbing my wrists/forearms vigorously. It really helped. After that, I fell asleep.
     
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    That's a pretty neat trick. Well done on not giving in to self harm. That must have took courage. I hope you continue to feel better! And we're here if you need us or if you want to talk in real time use the chat room (bottom right and corner of the forum), best wishes x
     
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  8. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    I explained some of what's going on in the addiction forum.
     
  9. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    Thank you! I may use the chat room sometime.
     
  10. SteveBy

    SteveBy Active Member

    Hope you're feeling a bit better... I find the struggle comes and goes, knowing it will ease when it's tough helps me keep going.
     
  11. bereft9

    bereft9 Member

    Yes, things are a bit better. Thank you for the good thoughts. :)
     
  12. AdamTide

    AdamTide Well-Known Member

    Hope you're feeling better.You MATTER and people DO care.
     
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  13. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Glad things have improved for you hun that is great to hear *hugs*
     
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