I can't be that person everyone wants me to be. I can't be that person I want to be. I spent the day reading things on relationships and how to avoid the friend zone and they all come to the same thing. I have to be an asshole and play the games that people play. Well I can't be the asshole that these girls seem to love. I'm just the asshole no one loves. I can't and won't play the fucking games. I just want to find a place where people actually think and use reason and logic. I can't keep living in this shit hole where everything just comes down to luck. I have bad luck and I watch all these ignorant, self centered asses do nothing and get everything because of luck. I can't keep control of my anger and hatred. I am going to snap and someone is going to die.