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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Wastingecho, Jun 16, 2010.

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  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    can't stand to be around myself

    can't sleep right with or without meds

    can't look at my own reflection

    can't do a damned thing at work

    can't stop crying or wanting to cry at the most inopportune moments

    now father's day is coming up - my 2nd least favorite day of the year

    either i'll get nothing or i'll get something and know that i don't deserve it anyway

    feel like i should have kept going out my dorm window 30 years ago

    everytime someone does or says something nice it's like i get punched in the stomach because i know it's wrong

    i want to dig myself a hole, crawl in, and bury myself
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

  3. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    thanks hon, but a hug won't fix this

    i don't even think i could stand to be touched right now - i would probably break
     
  4. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    I'm sorry ur feeling like this. :( :hug: maybe u should talk to ur dr. bout getting diferent meds for sleep.,. I love you!
     
  5. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Sorry, I know a hug couldn't fix it. I was just at a loss for words at the moment but wanted to let you know I care.
     
  6. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    maybe i could just take the rest of them at once
     
  7. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Please don't do that!

    Maybe we can take one thing at a time, and try to at least help you come up with solutions to your problems that might help?
     
  8. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    there are no solutions, just more problems

    leaving the office - can't stand it here for another minute
     
  9. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Aww please be safe. Go home if work is to difficult to be at right now :hug:
     
  10. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    :no:

    Hey, is anyone here going to shut down or freak out because our echo needs support? I don't want him to stop posting. He needs the support of his sf family but if he believes someone is going to crisis because of it, he will shut down. Please...

    Can we just reassure him?

    :hug:

    Look echo, I am not going to do anything. I am okay. xxx so here is one person you need not worry about okay? Just keep posting hun. It's the right thing to do.
     
  11. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    I'm not going to do anything either...well except love u! I love you...please keep posting.
     
  12. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    You're not alone
    Together we stand
    I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
    When it gets cold
    And it feels like the end
    There's no place to go
    You know I won't give in
    Keep holding on
    'Cause you know we'll make it through,
    Just stay strong
    'Cause you know I'm here for you
    :wub: :cheekkiss:

    Remember when you gave me this song when i felt like nothing could ever get better and i felt all alone?? well im giving it to you....i love you so much xoxoxoxox
     
  13. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    hold me now
    i'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking
    maybe six feet ain't so far down
     
  14. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    what edge?? *holds you close and keeps you safe* love you so much
     
  15. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    don't know how to accept anyone caring

    you'll just get hurt
     
  16. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Im sorry but i love you no matter what.... always and forever....forever and always....
     
  17. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    so maybe that is a good place to start.

    How does one go about finding a way to accept that others care about them? I'd like to hear what folks have to say.
     
  18. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Just keep telling yourself over and over that you deserve to be loved.... because you do....ur the sweetest man i have ever met and im so very glad i did meet you. Truth? i would not be here today if it werent for you! :cry: i love you with everything in me.... :cheekkiss:
     
  19. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    **tears** that is so sweet sam :hug: He is a sweetheart. I think you are right...maybe just keep telling yourself over and over you deserve to be loved until you finally believe it.
     
  20. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :hug: Well he is my dad now and he really is a sweetheart...
    Love you both so much xoxoxoxoxoxo
     
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