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babycheeses

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Your suicide attempt didn't work last time. You really wanna go through that again?

I honeslty don't think you want to die. You just seem too exhausted to care about living.

Can't you give it time? You don't know what your future will be like. The last fifteen years has nothing on the next fifteen. High school is out of the way (a plus for most of us). Maybe the future holds something more promising.

All I know is that happiness, and BPD, is a mental state and that you shouldn't let this one aspect of yourself control whether you live or die. It's not balanced.
 
itachi

itachi

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I completely agrees with babyscheeses on this 1.
you have probably heard this b4 but suicide is a permanent solution to a temperary problem.
just give it a try.
Pretty Please 4 me :cry:

From Josh
 
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nonstopnoise

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its not a temporary problem. I PD is not temporary, it is there for life, but sometimes it can just be managed.

and yes, I really want to go through all I did before, just not the bit where I got saved, I enjoyed the dizzyness, the breathlessness, the heart pains, the loss of vision and hearing, because I knew I was ending. Had I wanted to be saved, I would have done it myself, at the appropriate blood level, but I didn't.

I can't see any other way around this, but you have to understand, it is not a suicide attempt, per se, it is just cutting, and working towards it. It is not something that will happen straight away. I am not going to make a huge attempt and fall at that hurdle and live, or die, it's not like that. I am just using my cutting for a purpose. It's really not a big deal, and now I am here, today, I can see that. Before I was just desperate, and totally losing it really, today I am fine, and calm, and looking forward to it. I'm so sorry, really I am, but I must let you all know how much I appreciate your replies. They do mean a lot, so thank you
 
itachi

itachi

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Well this is really your choice.
and as much as i winge like a little girl about it doesn't change that.

I think you have more to offer the world in life than death.
Just remember we are here to talk to you when eva you need to.

Luv Josh
 
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