I dont have anymore moeny to pay my insurance or car loan...what do i do? I dont want t oget a job..i know that will just lead ot me working a retail dead end job the rest of my life and i cant do that..its physically draining...emotionally draining...and not the life i want to live. Ive thought about packing my bags and living on the streets (driving my car until the gas runs out and thumbing it from there)...what do i do? Im so fucking desperate... anyone else in this situation? Basically i can either purchase a hand gun and ammo or pay my car loan +insurance for 1 last month (and then what). This truly is the crossroads i thought id never reach....i cant believe im in this situation.