My family keep nagging me about changing my jobs and finding something I like. I just can't. I don't have any hobbies or interests anymore this depression has swallowed them up I just don't enjoy anything anymore. I want to go on the medication now so I have a slim chance at finding things I like again. I just want to be able to function like a normal human being. All my friends keep telling me I can't go on any meds because they will make it worse and turn me into a completely different person. To be honest a completely different person wouldn't be the worst thing in the world at least I'd feel more emotions than just giddy and hopelessly empty. I want my life back. I don't want to continuously disappoint my family by staying with the jobs I have. But I don't want to move from pointless uninspiring job to another pointless and uninspiring job.