Damn. My condition has really hit me hard. I've lost the motivation to do ANYTHING. I can't focus on any of my work and it's really creating a problem. At first I thought I was just bored with it, but it's not just work, I can't focus on my art (which is what I usually turn to when i feel like this). I get up every morning and try to get work done, but I just can't seem to care. All I want to do is lie in bed and sleep days away. My condition is really getting a lot worse, worse than it has been in 3 years. I'm about at the point where I'm ready to just say "screw it. it's not even worth living if this is what it is."