i feel like shit. i just took a bunch of random pills from my medicine cabinet hoping i would feel better or at least distract me for a few hours. everytime i dont have anything to do i look at my life and realize its complete shit. i dont play any sports, i dont have a large group of friends to hang out with and i dont even care about school. ill know the answers for tests but just not right them down because i dont want to even put in the effort to get a good grade. i feel like everyone i try to even talk too is trying to backstab me. ive tried to get some friends but i just dont even want to put in the time for somthing that couldnt even work. i just dont know what to even do.