I just have no motivation to go on. The job, the only thing I had going, is nearly over (one week to go). Will be homeless in one month. No friends, no pets, only some abusive family members to go back home to. Money problems definitely coming up. Potentially devastating money problems [as in flat out broke] may be coming up. My self-confidence has been shattered by these people. I'm too terrified to even send out a resume. I don't want to be a burden to anyone, or be dependent on my mother and stepfather. I know living is the "right" thing to do, but I can't find internal or external rationales for doing so. Can't it just be that I'm a worthless garbage person like everyone says? This is the second time I've failed at life.