Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
Sorry you had those feelings when you were younger. I am glad to see you are still alive all these years later. Has something happened recently to make you feel low agaain? You said it was the stupidest thing you ever did. Did you mean the OD, or telling your Mom?