I always thought the name of this forum was interesting. Suicidal thoughts and feelings. How to talk about them without breaching rules? I am having suicidal thoughts. I am having suicidal feelings. I feel sad. So sad. I feel like life is too hard. The things I longed for when I had nothing, they haven't stopped the sadness. I think about what to do. I drive my car and imagine. I take my daily medication and I imagine. I prepare food and I imagine. I cross a road and I imagine. Eventually I stop doing. I just imagine. My suicidal thoughts and feelings.