I have become aware of changes in my mood, some of these changes are embarrassing for me and I have trouble saying them to my case worker. A couple fo nights a go I noticed my sex drive was on the increase with abnormal sexual thoughts running through my head. Consideration of some very disinhibited ideas and actions running through my mind. My level of disorganisation is increasing rapidly, these leaves me anxious and even fearful. Yesterday I started being drawn to number plates on cars and reading meaning into them. One have initials of an area I have been looking at possibly moving too, I felt it was a sign to move there. I am aware enough that I 'heard; that thought and it caught my attention, I fear when I cannot see these things and lose that awareness. I have had to begin taking an antipsychotic to sleep and over three days I have had to triple the dose to get anywhere near realzed enough to sleep. I am seeing and hearing things at night, but this is when I am sort of half asleep. Increase in irritability. Decreased tolerance Increased urgencey to do everything but decreased ability to organise, plan and/or complete. This leads to more irritability. Can someone just let me know what they would thing about these symptoms, I feel lost with what is going on with me and feel stupid discussing it with my case worker. I am very embarrassed about the sexual thoughts and ideas as to me they are abhorrent when I am logical. Anyone?