Hey, I have not done any self harm in quite a while but right now is a very trying time for me. I've tried so hard not to do anything and I haven't, I'm trying to stay strong. I came very close last night. I am in the process of trying to tell my current bosses that I will be leaving and moving to another state to live with my girlfriend and where I just got hired for a different job. I also need to tell my friend/roommate that I will be leaving (I will still pay rent) but I hope that he finds someone sooner than later to move in. I feel like this job possibility came so fast, but in the end I know it's my fault and that is the worst part. I should have told my bosses and roommate 2 days ago but I get so worked up and anxious and just want to hurt myself because I feel like I am just a disappointment that is ruining everything. I know this feeling and writing this is just a bunch of self serving self pity but I wanted to write to see if it will make me feel any better and maybe someone has some advice. Thanks.