Yea for about the past few months i have been thinking of killing myself. I'm 17, and i'm the most apathetic person i know. I dont have "real" friends. I dont have a girlfriend. I dont love anyone and my parents sure as hell dont love me. I frequently fantasize of dying. I'm fairly popular at school but i dream of taking a gun to school and killing everyone then killing myself. I HATE waking up in the morning. I spend most of my time sleeping and playing world of warcraft. i used to be on my high school baseball team but that shit sucked so i quit. I really find i dont care about anything. Even tho im only 17 i dont think i will ever change. I usally think it would be better if i was just never born so i wouldnt have to go through every fucking day in my boring ass life. So basically the only reason i'm here on this forum is to ask the question.. why shouldnt i do it? kill myself?