Besides a feeling of deep depression a lot of days feel chest pain as well as severe headaches which lead me to feeling very down and dark. I find that when my head and chest hurt I start to have ideation of doing something so not sure what is happening to me physically but just wanted to know if others have felt the same? Will this pass with psychotherapy, I don't feel comfortable with SSRI's or anything similar as I believe I'll have a strong reliance on using such medication.