Ok, back to the real world. With all the stuff im dealing with right now, the last thing i want to do is get myself more stressed, or under more pressure. But the managers job where i work is open, and i'm certain i've got a decent shot at it. But i'm not sure if i can bring myself to go for it, because it is going to make things more difficult in my head. Of course, it would make everyone else here happy, mostly for the increase in money i'll be getting, but the stress of applying, going for the interview, and either dealing with the job, or the rejection of not getting it... don't know if i can cope with it. I know though i will regret it if i don't go for it, but i'll regret it too if i do. Just not sure what i should do right now.