Choose my destiny....

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Shezamura, Apr 29, 2009.

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  1. Shezamura

    Shezamura Well-Known Member

    What if I told you pain is my salvation?
    To end this empty sensation?
    Im stuck on the line
    no where to run
    I have to choose
    Anger
    or.....
    Love....



    The truth is,
    Your love makes me wish i was dead...
    And if i ended my life...
    you name would be on the bullet
    shot through my head
    the last thing going through my mind

    The truth is...
    Your kiss is deadly to the touch
    Malicious... and fake...
    No different than a knife with your name...
    embedded in my chest...

    I could choose this path..
    This path of loving you...
    This path of mindless torture...
    This path of slow suicide...
    This path of love's true form..
    The path... of one who loves...
    and is not loved in return...

    The time is come!
    What of the other decision?!?!
    The place I originated from!
    ANGER! HATE! AND EVIL!

    The truth is,
    I would put my name....
    On the bullet I shoot through your head....
    So you'll have me on your mind instead...

    The truth is,
    I would hold you down,
    Slit our throats,
    and try to see who lives the longest!

    The truth is,...
    You choose the world over my heart...
    You choose your selfish desires over me...
    I'm so unconditionally in love with you...
    And you are unconditionally in love with the world...
    How can I compete...
    With something bigger than me?

    There is no path in between...
    There is no path of gray...
    There is only this path of torture..
    Or the path of utter Hate...
    Will It be you that decides?
    .... Or will it be me?....



    To anyone reading this poem... you make the decision! for once, im not going to be in control!!! I dont want to be! every thing i do turns out to be a mistake! im tired! im sick! make a decision before this day is out based on this GMT time!!!.... i need an answer... because im tired of trying to find my own... should i go the lovers path and kill myself?... or the path of killing her?.... who deserves to die? who deserves to live?.... to help matters, i have no reason to live... she has every reason to live.... im broken hearted... she is not.... im want to die... she wants to live.... its a tie breaker to me... but you may weigh it differently...
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Great poem :arms:
     
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