I am tired all the time. Diagnosed with "mild" sleep apnea, but even with cpap therapy, I'm still wiped out everyday. I lost my job; and at some point I will be homeless. I'm scared of death, but I long for it. You can tell a person who's depressed and lonely that it may get better. But you cannot tell me that. Years of battling this "disease" has not made me any better. I wake up tired and have to face this crappy world like that. I really have no alternative but to expire; but like I said I'm scared to do that. Fucking hate life.