I'm Mathieu, I'm 21 yo with big problems... I came here to write about my problems and about my life because I think it could be useful.. I'm dealing with suicidal thoughts almost every day, but I don't think I'll actually do it. Six years ago I had great life, and now I'm fighting real hard to have it back again. As you can see my english is not great (it's my 4th language), but I still registered here because I felt I could use some support.