hi everyone I am a 22 year old student. I read some of other members stories here and have to say that compared to theirs my life is easy and wonderful. you are very strong and brave. I used to be depressed for a few years and tried curing that with drugs, painkillers and alcohol, but nothing of that helped. now I'm fine, just a bit sad sometimes. I think I've found some kind of peace in the thought of death.