My gf Claire knows which buttons to press to push me over the edge; it is as if she finds excitement in it and wets herself
Today she has already forced me to no other option than to self harm & then she has the audacity to yell at me for the blood on the floor
She then took me to A&E/ER and my support worker Lyndsey was called to my bedside - Lyndsey is the last person I want to see and I told her to Foxtrot Oscar - she claims she has a duty of care but in my opinion she feels she has a duty to pry
Lyndsey has now left & Claire is sat at my bedside holding my hand weeping that she is sorry she was such a bitch to me earlier - I can't not forgive her as I love her so intensely & I guess she feels the same about me - She leant over and we hugged & kissed - she wants to slip in bed with me but I am sure the nurses would object to that & kick her out which I wish they would so I can have some time alone to consider where Claire & I go from here - Claire says she will be back this evening so at least i have all day to be alone between treatment
I love Claire & I hate her
Today she has already forced me to no other option than to self harm & then she has the audacity to yell at me for the blood on the floor
She then took me to A&E/ER and my support worker Lyndsey was called to my bedside - Lyndsey is the last person I want to see and I told her to Foxtrot Oscar - she claims she has a duty of care but in my opinion she feels she has a duty to pry
Lyndsey has now left & Claire is sat at my bedside holding my hand weeping that she is sorry she was such a bitch to me earlier - I can't not forgive her as I love her so intensely & I guess she feels the same about me - She leant over and we hugged & kissed - she wants to slip in bed with me but I am sure the nurses would object to that & kick her out which I wish they would so I can have some time alone to consider where Claire & I go from here - Claire says she will be back this evening so at least i have all day to be alone between treatment
I love Claire & I hate her