I did try and kill myself about 3 days ago. Didn't work and no I didn't go to the hospital. Did take pills or anything like that. But what I did do was go to my ex home to watch my daughter when she was at work. I know I was going to do this that day. So I started to clean her house and do her laundry. When she got home, she said thank you. So I left my cell phone there and left. I didn't know she had to go back to work that night. Well after 3 hours of trying to end it, I gave up and went bad to her home. She was mad because she knows what was doing because I left my cell. And I cleaned her house for her. Not sure why, but I just felt like cleaning.