Haven't been to this forum. But, I am addicted to Klonopin. When I'm off it, I'm angry and irriatable all the time. When I AM on it, I"m not afraid to talk, say anything, write anthing. I haven't been witout it for the last 2 years. And when my suicidalness came, I looked at how much it would take to stop my breathing. It's hard to be without it. I just began therapy, but I have not mentioned the addict side of me. I only mentioned Clon. as a med that helped with anxiety...I guess in hopes that I would be prescribed more. Right now I get them from a friend who takes them too.