Hi Guys, I'm a new member on here. I'm a 23 year old bipolar sufferer. I've always had a history of depression for as long as i can remember. But during the past few weeks it's gotten worse. I'm currently in the process of changing my bipolar medication, and it just seems like nothing's working out for me. I've missed college for the past couple of weeks and i wrote a suicide note, i've never harmed myself before but it just seemed like the only viable option for me. The only thing that stopped me ending it all was because my familiy came home just in time before i could do anything irreversible, and i always vowed if i did do anything to harm myself i'd do it when my family aren't around. It just seems like there's nothing for me to live for. I just don't want to be a burden on anyone anymore. The last thing i want is sympathy but i thought i'd post on here as a last resort.