Hi, I just joined, probably was supposed to post in the Welcome area first, I'll do that in a bit. I'm having a crisis though, that's why I joined in the first place. I am living in a motel at the moment because I am homeless, have no where to go and I will be out of here on wednesday. I have few friends, my family has essentially washed their hands of me. No job, everyone at my old job hates me because I was a whistleblower on some corruption which Human Resources didn't even take seriously. I am very close to starting to write my suicide note, using all the money I have to extend my stay here a few days, and kill myself. No one would know for several days and by then it would certainly be too late. I really do not see my life improving. I've been considering prostitution but I'd almost rather be dead.