Close to the edge

[JDUK]

The years go by and the darker my moods are

I hold it all in from my Wife & Kids but I have had let my depression slip into my family life

I had been sectioned twice now and released with no help. Dec 2008 & Nov 2009 ( 2009 sectioned after a visit to Beachy Head ) , 2010 was clear and I thought I was getting better but now I find myself on edge inside again without being able to be myself.

Its like I live my life undercover never being able to show my darkest days of depression

I find myself searching the internet for <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. Now I found this site to.

I see that my actions are drawing me closer to plan an exit to my life........

 

[WildCherry]

Any idea what's brought you to this point, what's put you on edge again? Here if you feel like talking.

 

[total eclipse]

You need to talk to your doc okay get something now to stop you from harming you again get on new medication to stop th e thought the depression Your family need you okay so please reachout now and get help you need to stabilize