Hi everyone, Things in my life have gotten out of control. I have been thinking long and hard on what to do. I went to the park today and just sat there wondering what life after death would be like. I guess I will find out soon. I called the hot line today. I told them I was depressed. I did tell them I was suicidal but not planning on doing anything. I just needed to talk with someone, not be put in the hospital. When I die I wish I could come back and let you know what its like. Maybe it would make a lot of people change their minds about dying. Who knows.