This place was there for me in 2005 when my world fell apart, it wasnt over one thing it was like the main brick that once removed bought down the whole structure. Ive started to loose the plot. loose the fight. ive been so stupid, so open that i let something deep inside me, a hurt, a pain, an emptiness so great its happening again. i started. i took xxxxxxx- then i stopped. im crashing so hard i want to be here, i dont want pity, i dont want empty empathy i just need understanding, the sort of care that wouldnt tear you apart inside if it was removed. ive two choices finish the job never open again die as me or live as another how do you make a choice like that?