This is only my second semester in college, but I don't think I can do it. It causes me to self-harm, cry, and want to kill myself everyday that I have to go. I'm failing a couple classes because I have no motivation to go. After I skip a class, I don't want to go the next time because I'm afraid the teacher will call me out or something. I want to drop out more than anything, but if I do that then I might not be able to make enough money later on in life. What should I do? I really need advice.