These are just some of the comedies in my life I try to help people but it seems like I'm hurting them more. Im in love with with a childhood friend... Who has died four years ago. I try to achieve high but im sidetracked by my depression. I have trusted a few people in my life. All have passed away except one but I think I have hurt her. I saw a hit and run... When I was all alone... When I was 9 I don't want to live but I am afraid of dying I feel like I'm all alone. I am 14. I want to kill myself.